2014 Mid-Year Life Update

Hey guys! So I have another mid-year post. I haven't blogged in awhile so I decided to update you guys on what I have been doing in my life. It seems like every time I come back from my disappearance from blogging I make an updated blog post on my life. This post is going to be very long, I'm just letting you guys know ahead of time.

The last time I blogged was in March so you guys have some catching up to do. Let's see, where should I begin? Let's go back to February, shall we? The first blog post I made in the month was actually my first Dear Diary post and it was about my little crush with "Bambi". You guys can read that post by clicking here. Unfortunately we didn't work out. I sort of gave up on him since it seemed like we weren't going anywhere. It didn't seem like we were making an progress. Actually now that I think of it, it seemed like I just admired him and saw him as an ideal type instead of someone I actually liked. He's a good person and we're still friends.

Do you guys remember my blog post about Winter Formal 2014? I have an huge update about that. You guys can read that post by clicking here. It's probably the best night I've had all year long. If you guys don't remember, I met a wonderful person that night his name is Kaying. I got a few pictures with him that you can see from the blog post. A few days after that night he messaged me on my Facebook and we exchanged some messages. I've never spoken to him before until Winter Formal but I felt comfortable while we were talking. We didn't go to the same school, unfortunately, but this one Monday I came to his school because I got locked out of my house. My house is actually closer to his school than my own school. I hung out with some friends and surprisingly he was there, too. One by one our friends left to go home and it ended up being just him and I. We talked and he showed me around his school, and before we knew it, it was late and someone was finally home to open the door for me. I hung out with him again the next day, we had early release due to parent-teacher conferences. We went out to eat some frozen yogurt at Menchie's and we walked around the shops near it. After dropping him off at home I waited for him to get online again so we can talk some more. At this point we were talking and exchanging messages everyday.

This post is starting to get really long because of this topic. He wasn't online at all the next day. Being the typical teenage girl that I am, my mind began to come up with the worst possible scenarios and unfortunately one of them came true. Also, shoutout to those who is still reading this blog post.

Yeah, I was super upset and I guess you guys can say depressed as well. I spent a lot of nights crying and I soon began doing nothing. I canceled my job interview and I didn't join softball for school. Thankfully my Spring Break was going to start soon and I was ready to leave town. I stayed with my uncle, his wife, and their adorable baby with my sister for our whole entire Spring Break. It felt nice to get away from the sadness. I didn't talk to him for about two months until EXPO happened. Read Jamie's post about it here. It was the first time in forever that I exchanged words with him and I just felt a wave of emotions. We only talked for a bit but hearing his voice, seeing him and standing next to him. I actually missed all of those things.

After that day we didn't talk at all until this one Sunday (May 11th) he messaged me all of suddenly asking me how I've been doing and such. Once again, I felt those emotions. I wanted to ignore him but I wanted to talk to him too since I still had feelings for him. He wanted to come see me the next day because he wanted to talk to me. My mind was going crazy once again but I decided to meet up with him. I guess you guys probably know what happened afterwards. He told me that he wanted to start over and we did. I'm someone who doesn't like to hold grudges because that is putting yourself into a more stressful lifestyle. We're talking again and he's just amazing. A lot of people tells me that they don't understand why I would agreed to talk to him or start over with him again but honestly, he's someone special to me even though he did hurt me badly in the past. I've never met anyone like him before in my whole entire life, he's so interesting and I think if you guys were to meet him, you'll like him too. He was also my date to Spring Formal. Unfortunately weren't able to take any pictures together during that night but we still had a wonderful time.

Now that I'm finally done with that very long update on my love life, I would just like to let you guys know that I am ending school very soon. I am so excited and I am soooo done with this school year. I can't wait for long summer nights and not worrying about waking up in the morning to get ready for school. I wonder what this summer has in store for me because I'm totally ready for it!

Not only that but I finally got my braces. If you guys don't remember, I blogged about me getting braces. You guys can read that post by clicking here. Braces hurts sooo much! But they're definitely worth the pain. I have to admit, beauty is a pain. I just can't wait to see how my canine teeth is going to look like once they're all straighten.

What challenges had you faced this year so far? What are your plans for the summer? Also if you read this whole entire post, I just wanted to let you guys know that you have earned a special spot in my heart. ♡



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